2011 is almost over and my, oh, my has it been a crazy year.
THIS IS MY RECAP!
The year started out with me traveling to PA for Blue Max which flopped and was very much a disappointment. It seems like that was another life ago. Looking back it definately jaded me towards agents but I think it was definately good for the simple fact that it helped me decide where I wanted to be with my career.
After PA I started to do a lot more adult work both with other sites such as Devil Girls as well as my clips4sale. Part of that was put on hold when I found out I was pregnant with my second child.
I'm very proud with how I kept active through my pregnancy which included a gypsy summer which allowed me to travel the east coast. This trip was more of a focus on the artistic side of my career. It was definately nice to return to my roots.
The following months were not so much fun, very little progress with my career due to the complications I had with pregnancy, delivery and the after-math (part of which I'm still dealing with).
The year ended with my computer completely dying on me. So the goal for 2012 is to replace the computer and start making more content at hopefully a higher quality!
tackles the "over-thinking", ponderings, venting and reflection that circles not only the adult entertainment industry which Illianna is apart of but also her personal life. Contained herein is an overall culmination of the contents of her brain.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Getting started
Over the last year I've had a number of friends pop out of the wood work and ask how I got started. Well first and foremost Id like to point out that the old cliché that says, "I'll just go down to the corner of Main or to the mall and get discovered." is totally bogus! Believe it or not you're going to have to do some honest work to create a need for your modeling services. Contrary to the statement above, most models are not discovered on the street corner; they were "discovered" by making contacts.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Baby Dahl's Birth Story
Date of Birth: 12/01/11
Original Due Date: 11/28/11
Weeks Pregnant: 40 wks 3 days
Baby's Weight: 6 lbs 6 ounces
Baby's Height: 20 inches
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Original Due Date: 11/28/11
Weeks Pregnant: 40 wks 3 days
Baby's Weight: 6 lbs 6 ounces
Baby's Height: 20 inches
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Sunday, November 27, 2011
Expectations
I've been having a lot of time lately to let my mind wander and to think about the world around me. Dangerous I know!
The other day while on set and shooting the shit with my camera guy he made a comment about how he's glad I have no expectations of him. He seemed perfectly content with the fact too. At the time I didn't pay much attention to it (bigger fish and all at the time) but now days later its coming back to visit my brain and I'm not sure why.
The other day while on set and shooting the shit with my camera guy he made a comment about how he's glad I have no expectations of him. He seemed perfectly content with the fact too. At the time I didn't pay much attention to it (bigger fish and all at the time) but now days later its coming back to visit my brain and I'm not sure why.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Cracked & Abscessed
So I went to the dentist today and was hoping they’d be able to fill or crown or pull it, something to help with the tooth I cracked. Well, no such luck they took a bunch of x-rays which were exceptionally painful considering the apparatus that they had to use and all it did was tell them what I already knew on Thursday when I cracked it. That the tooth is cracked to below the gum and that the tooth has an abscess.
Guess what! 4 x-rays and 3 hours later do you know what they found out? That the tooth is cracked below the gum and that the tooth is abscessed!
Guess what! 4 x-rays and 3 hours later do you know what they found out? That the tooth is cracked below the gum and that the tooth is abscessed!
YAY FOR MODERN DENTISTRY!
Saturday, November 12, 2011
October >.> November >.< December?
As many of you know the month of October was very crazy... I am still catching up and hoping November is easier on me, but between the pregnancy complications I had at the beginning of the month that cancelled my trip to NYC and my cracked tooth, its not looking to be so good and honestly I’m slightly scared at what December will bring.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
Plans & Updates
I know I haven’t written a Blog in a long while (almost two months) but if you’d read my previous one and been following my tweets and Facebook updates then you more than understand why. Well, thankfully I’ve finally got some time to myself and figured I should throw something together. As most of you know I am currently pregnant and in my third trimester, which is draining as it is time consuming. I will be making greater efforts to keep my blog updated, but you can count on the flow of content picking up (if you haven’t already seen a steady increase).
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
8 things I learned while traveling!
1. Rent-a-cops are nazi's that don't understand that SOME TIMES you have to park at a store to reset a GPS and that TWO MINUTES isn't loitering
2. PA and NJ drivers need to chill with their brights and their horns (yes, I'm that bitch that takes her foot off the pedal when you flash your brights and brakes when you tail gate!)
2. PA and NJ drivers need to chill with their brights and their horns (yes, I'm that bitch that takes her foot off the pedal when you flash your brights and brakes when you tail gate!)
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Gypsy Life
I wasn't always the girl that could sell everything she owns, pack up a car and just drive away. I grew up a very spoiled child, but unlike most I came to an age where I learned that if I didn't sever the ties and live my life my way id never be happy. Sure, id never have to worry about anything else in my life but id only ever have possessions and money like everyone else in my family.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Books I Want To Write
So tonight I feel like writing but I don't know what to write about... thus I've made a list of book titles I want to write!
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
Holy Crap There's an app for that?
So I was sitting at my friend Steve's and we're discussing weight. No, not his or more important mine but the weight of objects in our lives.
Thus he mentions how we should get one of those house hold scales. One of my guys makes a joke about their being an app for that and being me I instantly google it! Low and behold there is!
Its a piece of crap but it does exist!
There's also a mobile app...
•metal detector
•ghost sensor
•how to tie a tie
And these things sell! I can't believe it.
Thus he mentions how we should get one of those house hold scales. One of my guys makes a joke about their being an app for that and being me I instantly google it! Low and behold there is!
Its a piece of crap but it does exist!
There's also a mobile app...
•metal detector
•ghost sensor
•how to tie a tie
And these things sell! I can't believe it.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Team HippiAnna
So my girl, Hippie (aka HippieMP) and I are both moving! Thus we’ve come up with a great plan! Yup, two kinky chicks are thinking… so dangerous, right? Well, on my LINKS page is a donate button if Ms Hippie and I raise enough money to move without a hitch we’re going to get together this summer and shoot a big BUTT ton of videos for you guys! All the videos we wanted to shoot in February but ran out of time!
Saturday, May 28, 2011
A Child of Sparta
A large yawn erupted from the small mouth of a girl that was no more than seven years old. Her black hair was spread out over the floor as the young girl lay back on her blanket holding the small binding of paper above her face, her arms hyper-extended as she stared at it. Her bright green eyes closed softly as her Aunt Sera’s voice resounded in her ears as she replayed the conversation over in her head.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Baby Update!
So I've decided to post images of the new baby bump pictures weekly/bi-weekly to my facebook page
I've been getting some great response from you guys and I'm glad to know that you're as happy about my new addition as I am!
I've been getting some great response from you guys and I'm glad to know that you're as happy about my new addition as I am!
Friday, May 13, 2011
Friday the 13th
Normal people freak me out. Everyone starts freaking out about Friday the 13th and I let the hysteria carry me.
Gah! I can be such a lamb to the slaughter some times!
I know the actual myths and don't know why I worry!
Gah! I can be such a lamb to the slaughter some times!
I know the actual myths and don't know why I worry!
Friday, April 22, 2011
A witch's tale (unfinished)
The night was cold, much colder than it should have been for late April. There should have been showers, sure... no one would fault an April shower! However, this night... this night was different.
No sound could be heard on the city streets. No gun fire, no tires squeeling, no screams or tears cried. There wasn't even so much as a dog bark. Wives didn't mind if the husband came home late. They had no reason to think anything was up. They just assumed if there was a problem the husbands would speak up.
No sound could be heard on the city streets. No gun fire, no tires squeeling, no screams or tears cried. There wasn't even so much as a dog bark. Wives didn't mind if the husband came home late. They had no reason to think anything was up. They just assumed if there was a problem the husbands would speak up.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Felt Like Writing :: Untitled Short Story
One week away. Her eyes stared at that paint chipped door and she forced herself to place the key in the lock and turn the handle. The house smelled like shit, to an uncomfortably literal level. That week away made it feel as if her whole world had changed, but it hadn't and she was home now.
Nothing had changed and everything looked the same.
Nothing had changed and everything looked the same.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Feeling blah-zay!
Its a beautiful day and I'm looking at the amount in my fund and seriously debating cashing it out and just going shopping. I dont need anything and should really save the money for my move at the end of the month. So, I really shouldnt but GOD I need to get out of this house and do something. My life has been exceptionally "unfun" lately.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Many things are changing in my personal life!!!
This last week has certainly been a crazy one. I found out I'm pregnant (Due Nov. 26th 2011) and also realized that my lease is almost up on my apartment which I'm very happy about. I want to be out of this apartment so much!
Friday, April 8, 2011
My Girl Fund
I seriously need to stop reading the blogs on mygirlfund.com they make me ashamed to be a girl.
"OMG! I like totally went shopping today and found the cutest hello kitty purse!"
"OMG! I like totally went shopping today and found the cutest hello kitty purse!"
Friday, April 1, 2011
April Fools Day Report
Every year I stress over this day. I hate negative surprises and I don't like being scared. (Trust me I'm enough of a worry wart as it is)
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
Tattoos & Piercings
I recently went to CT and added a piece to my back. Which got me thinking about tattoos and piercings in and outside the modeling industry.
First and foremost I am AGAINST the negative view body mods have in the modeling industry and am so sick of hearing "piercings and tattoos can break a potential modeling career". Nerds to that! My body is my temple and I'll decorate the fucker however I see fit!
First and foremost I am AGAINST the negative view body mods have in the modeling industry and am so sick of hearing "piercings and tattoos can break a potential modeling career". Nerds to that! My body is my temple and I'll decorate the fucker however I see fit!
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Devils Nite
I knew what “Devil’s Night’ was going to be well before I drove the two and a half hours to the hotel where everyone was already gathered. I couldn’t make the entire three day event, but I was going to at least be there for one day of the fun. Thankfully nothing happened to delay my arrival. I was afraid with all the recent car problems that the universe would conspire against me.
Gladly the universe decided to throw me a bone and I was able to get there in time to walk in on a dizzyingly sexy sight. Jupa told me as we went up to the fourth floor that there was shooting going on and so we would have to be quiet when we entered the room. Believe me, it was hard to stay quiet when my eyes quickly followed the only noise in the room (a chorus of three women moaning) to the far corner.
Gladly the universe decided to throw me a bone and I was able to get there in time to walk in on a dizzyingly sexy sight. Jupa told me as we went up to the fourth floor that there was shooting going on and so we would have to be quiet when we entered the room. Believe me, it was hard to stay quiet when my eyes quickly followed the only noise in the room (a chorus of three women moaning) to the far corner.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
CT & MA :: Feb 15 - 17
I’m sure most of you read a couple of the things I posted on Facebook and Twitter about the horrible time I had in CT/MA. It was an exceptionally awesome trip… at least on set. I worked with 4 awesome photographers, got a beautiful addition to my tattoo, and will have some content for my site and some images for my portfolios. However, getting to each stage of the trip was problematic and all of it started on the first day!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Why I Do It
I follow the 3 D's in life:Dedication,Determination, and Discipline
I'm not doing this to get some ass or cheat or anything like that,I do this cause one its fun and I get to live out a fantasy or two and show my work and two well Its porn,it does make money.
I'm not doing this to get some ass or cheat or anything like that,I do this cause one its fun and I get to live out a fantasy or two and show my work and two well Its porn,it does make money.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Birthday Blowout
I always make sure to celebrate my birthday, I spoil myself that way. I can’t settle for a mediocre birthday and haven’t since I was a little girl. In my adult life I have organized some pretty wild and memorable bashes for myself and even had a surprise birthday party that practically turned into an orgy the day I turned 18. With this in mind I had to make sure this year did not disappoint.
Unfortunately I had been so busy with making up for lost time this month that my birthday nearly went by unnoticed. It wasn’t until I received a happy birthday message over Facebook that it hit me that it was my birthday and I had nothing planned. This would not do, not at all. I needed to have some kind of fun on my special day. I deserved it didn’t I?
Unfortunately I had been so busy with making up for lost time this month that my birthday nearly went by unnoticed. It wasn’t until I received a happy birthday message over Facebook that it hit me that it was my birthday and I had nothing planned. This would not do, not at all. I needed to have some kind of fun on my special day. I deserved it didn’t I?
Monday, January 24, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
A Reworking on a Blog Gone Missing
I was told that I need to make a new entry, most likely because the last three blogs I have written are not able to be published due to a wonderful contract that I stupidly signed.
A great deal has occurred over the last month from and while several days were filled with nothing productive but things that can be found in non-disclosure agreements and things of the like. Feeling extorted and essentially robbed of my time. Lies and lack of communication filled my first two weeks within the new year, which is not a good way to start if you ask me. Especially since I am a control freak. The only thing that was good that came out of my time at the beginning of the month was that I learned a great deal about myself.
A great deal has occurred over the last month from and while several days were filled with nothing productive but things that can be found in non-disclosure agreements and things of the like. Feeling extorted and essentially robbed of my time. Lies and lack of communication filled my first two weeks within the new year, which is not a good way to start if you ask me. Especially since I am a control freak. The only thing that was good that came out of my time at the beginning of the month was that I learned a great deal about myself.
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