Friday, February 28, 2014

An Unadventure For Little Morgan

The two year old girl popped her head up around the corner of the living room. Her eyes locking on the stove in the far distance who's flames were licking the bottom of a pan. She licked her lips as she eyed her mother who was working on several commissioned pieces that needed to be sent out that week.

Young Morgan knew that if she got past her mother, getting to her father, sitting at the dinning room table on his laptop. If she got to her father, all she would have to do is give him those big blues eyes and a simple "pwease" and whatever was cooking for a midnight snack in that pan would be half hers!

Morgan was an expert at this, it was one of the things that motivated her to learn to walk. She was "daddy's fatty" even though she was in the 25th percentile for weight. She was "daddy's fatty" because she was always hungry, unlike her older sister who was even smaller despite being 4 years old and never hungry.

She carefully started to move out from the door way to the living room and that's when her mother spotted her
"Nuh uh! Bed!"
Instantly, the two year old Morgan burst into tears but relentlessly returned to bed.

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Monday, February 24, 2014

Wheels In Motion

I've got everything planned out to get into the new apartment and now it just comes down to having enough for the move-in costs. I'm going to be condensing a lot of my stuff down because a bunch of it is going to be duplicates of stuff I already have in Buffalo so there's no real need to have the duplicates :-P
I'm so excited that its like I have ants in my pants, I keep bouncing around wanting to go and get out NOW. Although I could at this point it would be stupid so I'm just sitting around waiting. Thankfully there's enough stuff to pack that I can hopefully keep myself occupied so that I don't drive myself or my family crazy :-P

Short Stories

I have been writing some short stories on Bubblews. Check them out:
Peer Review
Why Does It Always Have To Be Alcohol?
The Church In The Valley
Winners Do What Losers Don't Want To
Love, Money, and Survival
You Cant Make Me Love Myself
An Average Night For Little Morgan
I Never Thought I Would Be Thankful For The Apocalypse
An Un-adventure In Motherhood

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Returning To Buffalo?

I've been living in a studio apartment for the last 11 months and my lease is almost up (THANK GOD!) so I've started looking for a new apartment and I've had HUGE success! I've found several apartments 2x to 3x bigger than my current apartment for half the rent!
The other good thing is that it is in an area that is closer to friends and more importantly family, although I will be leaving part of my family whom I will miss GREATLY but I'm really starting to believe that this move will be better for my overall family health.
I'm so excited, and have already started packing and figure out how to get everything to work. At this point, I really don't care what I have to do to make it work, I will make it work. :-P

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

True or False: Women view sex differently than men

Over the last few days I've been doing a lot of research into sex and some of the common phrases that circle both sex and pornography. Today the one that had me curious was the sentiment that "women view sex differently than men"

This made me ponder because I think my view of sex is much like a "mans" if I want to have sex with you it is a physical attraction or a physical curiosity. It has little to do with any mental or emotional over or under tones.

Sex is a physical need.
Love is a mental want.

I dislike the thought that a woman cant understand the difference between love and sex. In my opinion that paints a picture of the women being feeble minded.

In a recently study by Meston's lab Cindy Meston, Director of The Sexual Psychophysiology Laboratory examine that very question. The study was a questionnaire handed to people between the ages of 18 and 70.

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Monday, February 17, 2014


In my experience when you point out the flaw in someone's reasoning for not doing something they get exceptionally defensive. They may even qualify their illogical thinking by saying that you don't understand the definition of excuse.

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Sunday, February 16, 2014

Defensive Behavior

The other day I posted an opinion on Tumblr that a person was more than their body, and the fact that it seems that a great deal of girls are turning to surgery to fix physical problems when the physical isn't really what's bugging them its just what they can fix the easiest.

Over the following days I noticed a few girls (who are getting breast augmentation surgery over the next few months) become exceptionally defensive and spouting that they are only trying to make their outside as "perfect" as the inside.

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Friday, February 14, 2014

Short Story: Love, Money and Survival

Chrissy sat there at her desk, tapping her finger nails on her desk as she looked over at Louis as he curled up and went back to sleep. Her eyes darted to the clock... almost 1pm.

Louis had woken her up early so that she could drive him to all the errands he had to run and still make it to work on time when the clock chimed 7am. He'd ripped her out of bed only to change his mind after she'd showered and gotten ready. He didn't feel like it. He was too tired. Fury rose up in her, she was sick of this.

Chrissy picked up her empty mug and crumbled at the fact that it was out of coffee. Then she'd remembered that he'd "accidentally" taken twenty cash back off of her card when he'd picked up groceries last. So, since he was sleeping and had told her that the money had been in his wallet she got up and snatched up his wallet. Digging through it to find NOTHING. She slammed the wallet back down on his desk, envisioning ripping open his face with her French tipped squared nails.

"I wonder what its like to sleep and know that someone else is going to pay all your bills" she was furious and she really didn't know where to take her anger next. She contemplated waking him. Demanding to know where HER money was. He'd over spent and caused a handful of expenses over the last 11 days that it literally made her ill, but what was she supposed to do?

Kicking him out wasn't really an option. She'd tried before and when things would improve she'd take him back because at the heart of everything she really did love him. It was stupid. He loved cigarettes and alcohol far more than he'd ever love her and she knew that regardless of how he designed it.

Minutes ticketed away where she was literally getting nothing done. Her annoyance was far too high and rent depended on her completing this project but the fact that he spent money he didn't earn so willy nilly without consulting her pissed her off.

Louis had claimed to still have it but since it wasn't where he said it was she knew he'd been sent it on alcohol. She started scratching at her arm, so annoyed.

She felt so helpless, all she could do was work harder. Hide money and pray for the best. It was no way to live... but what other choice did she have?
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Thursday, February 13, 2014

My Husband Doesnt Listen

Today I got a package from Amazon and my husband questioned it.
"You didn't tell me about this you only told me about [Other Item] that came last week"
"I told you about both because the notifications of them came in on the same day while you were at work"

So, this conversation made me wonder was it just not him listening or something more. When I was studying human evolution I learned that men have a hard time hearing higher pitched voices which is normally why women have to repeat themselves or ask "did you hear me?"

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Monday, February 10, 2014

Porn: Good for Society

I read an article on bubblews ( which stated that Porn was dangerous, leading teenagers to see these types of interactions and make the wrong choices. It criticized porn stating that it was wrongfully educating teens

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Wednesday, February 5, 2014


A question that I ask a great many guys on MyGirlFund (any that wants to be my friend) is "What is your fetish?" and a great many reply "I don't have one" and then the questioning begins to why I would assume such a thing (as if I'm the odd one. I am the odd one but chances are they don't know that yet! :-P)

Monday, February 3, 2014

Mass Shootings and Video Games

My entire life people have been questioning school shootings and mass shootings alike. People have been trying to find someone to blame.

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