Saturday, July 26, 2014


Some evolutionary psychologists theorize that guilt and shame helped maintain beneficial relationships, such as reciprocal altruism. If a person feels guilty when he harms another, or even fails to reciprocate kindness, he is more likely not to harm others or become too selfish. In this way, he reduces the chances of retaliation by members of his tribe, and thereby increases his survival prospects, and those of the tribe or group

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Preparing for Winter

I've been working a ton lately which has in turn kept me from being online as much- total bummer.
I'm trying to get as much extra cash as possible for winter because with the Buffalo snow that means that options for going out and doing things is greatly limited and normally I like to cheer myself up by going shopping... even if its internet shopping (**Hint: Sending me Amazon gift cards now is great, I'm starting a stock pile ^_~) 

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

A Little Update

Last Friday I bruised my 11th and 12th rib (the floating ribs) in a catfight scene. Today I'd still very sore but I've still been going to my pole dance lessons and trying to push through it because i cant just lay in bed. Yes, I understand that I'd probably heal faster if I'd do that but the drama surrounding Annie would most likely perk back up in my brain and I would rather have mental health over physical.

Sunday, July 20, 2014


Liars, they are what's wrong with this world!
We have all been around someone or have even had a relationship with someone who just couldn't be genuine and honest consistently. They bring you to the point when you start questioning everyone's motives, everyone's character. They make you second guess most of what they have said to you, more or less everything that they speak of that hasn't been seen with your own eyes or heard with your own ears. 

Saturday, July 19, 2014


The past few days have totally ruined my stay positive attitude. I'm getting over it slowly but I have been in quite a slump for the past couple days. I've been trying not to let shit get me down but it's like one thing after another when all I am trying to do is get my life and the lives of those that I care about situated. 

Goodbye To Annie

As most of you know I was dealing with a lot of drama the past two weeks with my friend Annie. Up to and including her psycho boyfriend telling her that I'm lucky he didn't have my address because he would come to my house and kill my entire family (nice right?). Now she's apparently getting back together with him and just expects me to understand that that was a "fit of rage".

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Not Pregnant....NOT! NOT! NOT!

Two girls at the club I work at are pregnant. Two of the girls aren't capable of getting pregnant and have been talking about first there is one girl that's pregnant and then there's two girls that are pregnant then everyone's pregnant.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

More Drama

Last week I introduced my friend, Annie to this side of the internet because she wants to break up with her boyfriend but cant save any money because he keeps track of every dime she makes. She's been doing great and building wonderful social media following. 

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Positive Life

If you want to be happy -- choose to be.

If you dwell on negativity your life is going to be just that.

If you smile on the world, it WILL smile back.

Enjoy the little things, they may be gone someday (Especially people and before you know it).

Do the things that you want to do, because you are in charge of your own life, and if you let other people determine your decisions you may live in regret someday.

Spend time with the people who lift you up, bring laughter to your lips, and who you cannot live without.

Don't over-complicate things. Things are already as complicated as they need to be.

When things get overwhelming and you feel like life is falling apart, remember your blessings - don't focus on the curses.

Remember no one has control over your life but YOU. Make the best of it.

Be content but always strive for more.

Don't be complacent or think you know it all, you always have something to learn.

When you are upset by someone - put yourself in their shoes, try to see their perspective - This will give you the much needed outside view.

Don't wish away any moment, you will never get it back.

Keep it simple, and always remember "Life will go on" regardless of the circumstance.

SMILE no matter what, it makes a difference.

Tuesday, July 8, 2014


I've been so fucking pissed off lately. Actually, everyone in my house has been on edge but everyone else seems to find the answer to their relaxation in a bottle, a bag of weed or within the realms of sexual exploration.
However, I am not that lucky.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

No More Drama.... please?

So, I've just learned that I'm going to have a roommate for "a couple nights". My sister-in-law and her boyfriend/baby daddy just broke up because she's bi-sexual and acted upon those urges while intoxicated. He knew she was bi-sexual and when they'd gotten together supported that side of her (because she never acted on it).