Vehicle Complications Adding Up

I was able to finally get a vehicle at the end of October. Don't remember if I told you, but regardless. I have my van still and a new car which met with a fire hydrant this morning because a dumb ass hole decided to try to merge with me in a way I don't like.

Terminated From MGF

MGF just terminated my account yesterday.

Struggling

I fucking hate being dependent on other people. It is literally torture.

Van Took Its Final Shit

As some of you may already know about two weeks ago my van finally took its final shit leaving me VERY MUCH screwed especially since in March I tried to get an auto loan and was told no. It's been a few months since March and I've been taking LOTS AND LOTS of steps to improve my credit.

Dentist Today

Today was my first visit to the dentist in a long time. I've been putting it off because for the longest time I didnt have insurance. Well, now thats fixed and I've been putting it off for about 9 months before I finally went "OK, thats DEFINITELY a cavity" and made an appointment because I've obviously forgotten how much the dentist fucking BLOWS!

No Loan

I finally heard back for the loan and because my income "cant be guaranteed" (like anyone's can be?!) they wont give it to me unless I can get the manager at the club to "guarantee" that I'll be making the same amount of hours and tips that I currently am. 

I laughed. My manager laughed. The general manager laughed. 

Still Waiting

I'm not normally a blogger but this waiting thing is killing me. It's been almost 5 hours since I left the loan place and they close in 2. The guy told me to "stay by the phone" but just sitting here waiting for the phone to ring is rather obnoxious. It's like it's the 90s again and there is a reason why I was a 5th grader with a cell phone (yes, one of those BIG brick things that broke the concrete if you dropped it)

I've been keeping myself busy with making sure the rest of my life is "up to date" and perfect. Then I made some calls to local mechanics to find out what it would cost to make my current van "shiney and new"ish. 

If I applied the same amount of the car payments to repairs then I could probably turn it around... but whether or not that is a smart decision is currently what I am debating and its starting to drive me a little crazy... thus I figured I'd ramble in a blog to help clear my mind.

Not sure if it helped. Wish I wasnt on such a tight budget during this waiting game or I'd just go out to a movie or something to "distract" me >.<

No More Money For You!

I think Friday the 13th has caught up with me.

If you'd read the post about me having to put $700 into my van to fix my breaks. Well now my van is begging for AT LEAST another $250 because the wheel bearings are going. I'm shaking my head. I am not keeping the van long, its from '91 so when I get rid of it I'm not even going to have a chance to get the $700 back so that really puts the "put more money into the van" argument difficult. 

Facebook

Yes. I have a facebook page (BuffalosDahl) while it does contain a good portion of my clothed work it is NOT an appropriate place for you to message me if you are looking to book a gig.

However, if you do so in a professional manner I will still take you seriously.
If you contact me saying some nameless, faceless person referred you to that page, do not provide any links and your COMPLETE profile is private. I will not. You will be treated as ANY OTHER freeloading, cheapskate that messages that profile.

I do not enjoy time wasters. It is the greatest thief that you can arbitrate against me.

So much crap lets see if I can squeeze it?

Thanksgiving: I ended up getting into a fight with my sister-in-law which ended with me kicking her out of my house and the cops showing up because they thought my husband was abusing me. My neighbors suck. The potatoes are cold, the crescent rolls and gravy are burned. The turkey is hard as a rock along with the stuffing..... ugh. The only thing that survived was the pie.

January - Didnt lock my car so all my stuff was stolen. Including my car charger, lighter and little cup that held my toll money.
My brakes gave out and had to be fully replaced (Total Cost: $700)