Today's Decision

If you told me when I was 18 years old that there was more to life than money, I'd have rolled my eyes at you.

Sex Work Stigma & My Blessing

So many girls are talking about how they "came out" or were "forced out" to their family. I never really did. Both sides of my family are referred to as Wasps or at least they are committed to being perceived as such.

2018: Big Goals Big Obstacles

Being real for a moment 2016 was a rocky year and 2017 was about recovery as well as "licking wounds" so when 2018 popped its head in I knew that I wanted to make serious steps forward in both my personal and professional life.

I started this in December by joining the Camgirl Dollhouse Christmas bundle. For me, this was mostly a flop, although the exposure could have been what carried the month, but who knows for sure. My January flopped. Between the club being slow, my health not being where it needed to be and this overwhelming family drama that has just been circling every corner life has been tough.

January seemed to just go on and on and on while February seems to be zipping past.

Bad Blood Washed Away

I spent today cleaning my office. Making room for new equipment, new storage and cleaning out my closet. I found several things that reminded me where I'd been. Where I'd climbed out of... It made me remember how strong I am. That this winter is going to be hard but I've suffered worse.

Rock & A Hard Place

I spent the day sick in bed which unfortunately left me a great deal of time to think. I ended up returning to the previous night and how important the nightly goal was but also pondering how important it was for me to try and make extra to hopefully help save my sister's house.