A Pairing?

If you've been following my twitter or facebook you may have seen that I am working on getting some new toys (from EdenFantasys) and making some new longer, kinkier clips with the vibrators, sex toys and lingerie that EdenFantasys offers. I will be explore my comfort zone, and pushing my limits.

I originally got into fetish to understand them a bit more. Fetish was a big word at the time, everyone was using it to describe damn near everything that they enjoyed, in the bedroom as well as out. I've always been the type of person that wanted to pick apart peoples brains. I didn't much care for WHAT people thought, more along the line of WHY they thought, believed or enjoyed something. Sexual desires were always a point of interest for me, because with the raising I had sex wasn't something that was talked about, only eluded to in my mothers nightly activities.

Stupid Girls

This world is full of stupid girls. I don't get it why pretend you're something you're obviously not just to be adored. How does that feel right? How does that feel like they're adoring you, when you don't even let them see the real you? When you've been faking who you are for so long you don't even know who you are? Is that the only way they know how to get what they need? What they want?

Hard Work

"So no one told you life was gonna be this way "

My definition of hard work is that which challenges you.
And why is challenge important? Why not just do what’s easiest?
Most people will do what’s easiest and avoid hard work — and that’s precisely why you should do the opposite. The superficial opportunities of life will be attacked by hordes of people seeking what’s easy. The much tougher challenges will usually see a lot less competition and a lot more opportunity.

Self-Entitled People

Something I need to get off of my chest. I have been noticing lately, that I seem to be surrounded by self-entitled people. did I miss the day that everyone decided that just because they are on the face of the earth they are guaranteed complete happiness, fulfillment, and contentment? Where have I been?

Learning to Webcam

So lately I've been trying to get back into my camming and trying to figure out the best way to do it. I'm a gamer as most of you know so when it comes to chat rooms the ones I'm used to as the ones where its mostly textual based and so actually talking to the text versus typing back is slightly difficult for me, but I started wondering what you do when there is no one in the room, or only guests/basic members that dont really say anything and just sit there.