Friendship

I don't really know where to start this blog so I'm just going to pour my guts out and smear them around... I hope that's ok with you.

I've hurt a friend and I feel terrible. Normally I'm the friend that helps everyone but I've finally found someone who's nicer than me and I think I've totally screwed him.
When we started out, he said I didn't have to ask that I knew the answer was yes, but I also knew me. I have a horrible habit of taking things for granted. And I've done it again >_<

I've got new clue on how to make it better. I tried to abuse the friendship less and I ended up making him feel disposable which was not my intention. My intention is to keep all of my friends as long and as close as possible.

I'm very greedy. With things but even more so with people. I like knowing what everyone is up to, I enjoy the constant communication. I just... I don't know what to do.

Welcome to the 21st century... we don't know what to do... so we blog