tackles the "over-thinking", ponderings, venting and reflection that circles not only the adult entertainment industry which Illianna is apart of but also her personal life. Contained herein is an overall culmination of the contents of her brain.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Blood is thicker than water
The last 5 days have been horrible. Normally I'm not a blogger about "me" but I need this. I need to get my thoughts straight and kind of let out all of this sadness. One my close friends has cancer, been dealing with it for a VERY long time... lots of things are changing and I wish I could be there. He's one of the people that helped build my career and has really helped keep me sane through some hard times.
If I had $700 right now I'd be hoping on a plane to go across country to be there. I'm a firm believer that when shit like this is going on you need to have people that love you near.
“The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb”
The last week everything around me is "this is the bad news and there's NOTHING you can do to fix it" and it seems like if I had more money that I could at least be able to distract myself or others .... It always comes down to money, doesn't it?