tackles the "over-thinking", ponderings, venting and reflection that circles not only the adult entertainment industry which Illianna is apart of but also her personal life. Contained herein is an overall culmination of the contents of her brain.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
A Reworking on a Blog Gone Missing
I was told that I need to make a new entry, most likely because the last three blogs I have written are not able to be published due to a wonderful contract that I stupidly signed.
A great deal has occurred over the last month from and while several days were filled with nothing productive but things that can be found in non-disclosure agreements and things of the like. Feeling extorted and essentially robbed of my time. Lies and lack of communication filled my first two weeks within the new year, which is not a good way to start if you ask me. Especially since I am a control freak. The only thing that was good that came out of my time at the beginning of the month was that I learned a great deal about myself.
A great deal has occurred over the last month from and while several days were filled with nothing productive but things that can be found in non-disclosure agreements and things of the like. Feeling extorted and essentially robbed of my time. Lies and lack of communication filled my first two weeks within the new year, which is not a good way to start if you ask me. Especially since I am a control freak. The only thing that was good that came out of my time at the beginning of the month was that I learned a great deal about myself.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Silly!
So the last two days I finally got my broken dollz account to work and have started a "Thought Journal" there. Its turned out to be kinda funny, because its literally that. Random thoughts.
MILF & Cookies
MILF & Cookies
Friday, November 5, 2010
i think my brain just imploded
So today I was talking with a photographer and he said... and I quote
"I do not pay My muses, We contribute to the same project and offer Our talents to it. In the case of a model which was aquired, I am concerned with a clear understanding in order to get the subject matter is captured. Cause they only see the money at the end of the day and would not contribute without it."
1. Of all the people you should pay, it should be your muse. Especially since you've already told me that YOU make money on your projects.
2. Fuck you & the twit you rode in on for making me sound like a bitch because I don't want to be your muse
3. I deserve to be paid ESPECIALLY if I'm contributing my original ideas so you can make a buck.
4. If you see beauty in my looks then I commend you, however I know my beauty is in my hardwork, talent, experience, determination and focus.
"I do not pay My muses, We contribute to the same project and offer Our talents to it. In the case of a model which was aquired, I am concerned with a clear understanding in order to get the subject matter is captured. Cause they only see the money at the end of the day and would not contribute without it."
1. Of all the people you should pay, it should be your muse. Especially since you've already told me that YOU make money on your projects.
2. Fuck you & the twit you rode in on for making me sound like a bitch because I don't want to be your muse
3. I deserve to be paid ESPECIALLY if I'm contributing my original ideas so you can make a buck.
4. If you see beauty in my looks then I commend you, however I know my beauty is in my hardwork, talent, experience, determination and focus.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
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