Here we have another day where I'm completely confused by you humans. Yes, you humans. I, obviously, am not human because my reactions are so completely different than YOU HUMANS. Now, whether or not this is because I was raised by "conservative" people and learned about sex from health books, playboy and porno DVDs may have affected my outlook on the world.
Today I am going to discuss but holes. Yours, mine and maybe even societies! Who knows how far this rabbit hole may take us.
First things first, I do not remember the first time someone touched my butthole but it couldn't have been extremely profound in one direction or another cause otherwise... I'd remember that shit. Maybe that logic is faulty but its what I'm going with... but apparently there's supposed to be some sort of reaction.
Examining myself deeply I don't really do "strong reactions". I didn't actually masturbate until I was in my 20s a few years after I lost my virginity which ALSO was not profound. I was sick of saying "yes, I'm a virgin" so I drove my car over to the "high school party house". The guy that mainly lived there was known for taking high school girls virginity. I told him I was a virgin and asked "can you fix that?" he fucked me, it was boring. I had him fuck me a number of times trying to figure out "what's the big deal?" cause I wasn't cumming. Eventually, I just moved on with life. Years later I met a guy who actually gave me an orgasm and then a few years after that I started doing amateur porn with "Destiny Dice" and was asked to masturbate which is why I first tried it. Took me YEARS to figure out how to make myself cum.
So, my butt hole? I was never really worried about someone just deciding "we're doing anal" and for the longest time, things didn't really "excite" me but I was never "hesitant" about someone touching it.
I seriously don't understand and it is my belief that most of the emotions surrounding it come from societal standards of it being "taboo".
How about you? How did you feel the first time someone touched your butthole?
Poll
No comments:
Post a Comment