All Over - Out Of It

I’m feeling so all over the place today.

Anxiety. Stress. Blessed. Grateful. Guilty. Lonely. Surrounded.

I’m a river of emotion and i just can’t seem to find my center.
This happens a lot to me when i can’t make content for an extended period.
Diving into other personalities and living fantasies is very calming for me.
It allows me to focus and I’m not exactly sure why....